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Saturday, May 26, 2012

bounce



birthday boy
was in for the time
of his score and five 
years.
the office 
was just a speed bump.
the real work
was about to go down
with the assistance
of decadent delights
designed 
by those he trusted.
neon hot,
the sweat dripped 
and hands were wrung
in nervous anticipation.
his cherry 
was about to explode.
popped tops
on bottles of ciroc
flowed endlessly
until the main event...
dimmed lights
screamed her arrival
and she strutted
like the prized stallion of yore.
her intro blasted
with bass beats
and delicate
sweetening
that made the eyes roam,
men's mouths foam
and women moan
because they wanted her too.
she owned the stage
as every curve
and dip of her 
mocha honey
made the lookers
toss that money...
and it rained 
as she reigned.
"git.git,git,git,
git on the dance floor!"
he had never seen 
a sexy girl like her
and roger agreed
ooh-ooh-wee.
he watched 
as she swayed her hips
jumped on the pole
and puckered her lips
to blow a kiss
only for him.
tag team...
she couldn't be touched
so a deal was made.
two girls were paid
and dance on his lap
they did
until he jerked and jizzed.
ooh-ooh-wee!
she leaned over, 
licked the pole
and sashayed
off
into a fade to black
as her assets
thanked him
for coming.

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

how deep





fourteen...
that was the number
that marked my existence
when it hit me.
that warbled bass line,
syncopated guitar chops
and smooth silky soul.
i was in the back seat 
of my brother's 
banana yellow
'69 cutlass supreme,
on the road to nowhere,
when you sang
about how much she meant
to you.
all the lies and heartache,
the pain 
that you endured
just to love someone 
until you died.
you were talkin'
to me.
my young ears
gobbled up the hurt
like biscuits and gravy.
for i was in the same situation
as you~
love struck and confused.
a new york mining disaster
of sorts.
yet you pulled me out
with ease.
a switch that had me
snapping and bobbing
to the fever pitch 
of a saturday night
and wandering,
when the time was right,
how deep her love for me 
really was.
hugging bell bottoms
and fly collar shirts,
straight hair or afros
on the girls in mini skirts.
your signature was there,
soaring high in falsetto 
echos
that had us all abuzz...
your reflection
must have been lonely
and beckoned 
for your companionship.
twins are so close...
they have that love until you die
relationship
that you sang so well.
the flowing locks,
tight harmony
and 
haunting melodies
will always remain.
oh my friend,
you'll never know
what you meant to me.


Friday, May 18, 2012

summer breeze



life is a waterfall...
pouring indefinitely,
yet definite,
in the determination
of our lives.
the pieces
which represent yesteryear,
are fleeting.
memories entrenched
in musical messages
leave us sweet images
which we cherish
as a refreshing wisp
on a scorching day...
her sultry voice
on a summer night~
erotic and enticing.
laying peacefully,
wanting to be wrapped
in the essence of one.
she told me it was normal
to have love for you.
that soothed my mind
and set me free.
your bad girl status
was of no concern.
you had what i wanted
i had what you needed
spend on you
i did indeed...
the Queen
said all was noble,
so i obeyed
the golden toned diva.
life is a waterfall...
and hers began to run dry.
denial into legendary walls
brought tears of doubt.
the light began a gradual fade
to gray.
she heard the calls
from those flying before her.
they came from near and far.
her services were required
on high.
Etta, Whitney and Donna
a homecoming
in three part harmony.
don't forget the capezio's...
Michael saved the last dance
for you.

Sunday, May 13, 2012

that's when you knew





that long march 
to the squat bush...
tears rolling,snot bubbling.
it had to be 
sturdy and strong.
the sound 
had to cut through thin air
and leave your skin
crawling with pain
upon contact.
that's when you knew
she couldn't love you.
denying 
that piece of cake,
pushing away 
and doubting 
that lover
who was yours to take,
throwing heels
that defied gravity
to find the hardness
of your head.
that's when you knew
she couldn't love you.
not buying that outfit
or those gold colored
chuck taylor's
you saw on everyone's feet.
food that tasted good
monday
but having it everyday
until next sunday.
a negative remark
at every turn...
she had to be the devil's daughter.
yet when 
there was no one
to dry your tears
after that lover beat you,
she was there.
when you put on pounds
from the german chocolate,
she told you 
how beautiful
you'd become.
when you disciplined
her grand entrance,
the sound of her voice
made you shiver...
because it came from you.
the temptation
of buying into the joneses
and becoming
a carbon copy...
it never crossed your mind.
feeding hungry little mouths,
on next to nothing,
was a simple reciprocal,recipe
while her words
rang out in your soul.
now as she sits
regally
with pepper and platinum
streaks,
you realize
 it was all because
she does love you.
a sacrifice of friendship
for respect,
that made you the person
you are today.





Tuesday, May 8, 2012

the plight of little peach



the price was set,
yet the look
of stone upon his face
was never broken.
nine sharp 
or he would no longer consider
being a savior.
the crisp,clean lines 
and edges 
of armani
told
komomo 
all she needed to know.
there would be no time 
for sorrow.
she walked through
the marketplace
eyeing tasty treats
and sweet meats
while visions of a golden sunset
gently reminded little peach
of nocturnal necessities.
brilliant lies
had gotten her thus far
but the encounter ahead
would soon turn childhood
into a woman
and allow her to feed
a weeping future.
her stomach roared
while her heart pounded
silent screams
that drowned out the reality 
of her emptiness.
"you will be nothing."
abandonment and shame...
yet she had to be something
for them.
she mouthed the rules
as she walked into the devil's den.
white faced
for a special event,
forty-two kay yen.
was it enough?
 more honor
would be left at the door
as she disrobed.
"anata wo shiawase ni agetai desu."
a wicked grin
spread across his face.
she was on time
and wanted to make him happy.
all he wanted
was his money's worth
before the horrendous smelling incense
burns out.







Saturday, May 5, 2012

automatic



she waited 
until the fire in her belly
roared with unimaginable anger.
this habit he had
of toying 
with the flame
had to end.
midday phone calls,
while he inquired 
about the details, 
that would 
send shivers 
along the base of her spine.
the sounds of business as usual
in the background
while he waxed the wood
and listened 
to her moan in stereo.
a quick promise
would lead to fantastic
fantasies
drenched in indescribable
tendencies
that she dare not change...
because she likes it.
the minute hand
would pull the hour hand
and the delay
always seemed to land
her in need.
speed cop, nurse.
this time paris 
would set the scene 
as he walked in.
but nevermore
kissed her psyche
once more,
pushing the desire for touch
through the roof.
soft egyptian
cradled her thighs,
she closed her eyes
and entered the region
traveled by shakes and quakes.
all at once
her back arches 
like the golden copy
and she is served...
thick and juicy.
ding-dong,ding-dong
her noble steed arrives
but she has started without riding him.
but that will be rectified
when he sees
the invitation
she wears.


Saturday, April 28, 2012

minuet in g major


she felt 
the look in his eyes.
it burned with a scalding
ache
that pierced her soul
and created 
mountains
that needed to be climbed.
the dinner
was just formality
for what she had wanted
since he arrived late.
her agenda matched his
so the check was agreed upon.
lady cab driver
peering
and smiling,
as the night glides by.
sensation starts 
in the yellow lane
and spills onto the street
as jackson 
needs no change.
it pours.
there's something sexy
about rain...
so the front stoop
beckons
to the beat
of no refrain.
hand up skirt,
finding soft and wet
while the heavens release
drip,drip~
she proceeds with no regret.
the neighbors are watching,
from the building next door
but their lust is in control
he doesn't care anymore.
her lips part
as his tongue
finds 
sweet release.
lower the search goes
until lips meet lips.
horizontal and vertical
foursome
unite in a hurricane of frenetic
want.
soaking in the residue
of the dastardly deed,
they collapse exhausted
while raindrops
wash away
any remaining guilt.





Monday, April 23, 2012

i saw your face



i saw your face,
fleeting and serene.
a testimony
to the devotion
that flowed from my heart
when
i heard
your heart...
it took on the shape
of all i wanted
yet i knew you not
in the form 
that so many are used to.
we talked 
and talked
of those things you would do.
how you would
change the very fiber
of this hell
we inhabit~
the dawn 
of a new me
as twilight 
engulfed what i had become.
you were the embodiment
that i shied from
yet the release
my soul yearned for.
but fate 
has a fickle sense
of humor.
the pain was unbearable
as i felt you
pouring out of me.
from the depths 
i cried out...
my pleas became
screams 
that begot questions
which had no sensible answer
and you were gone.
the smile, 
that i never saw,
was snatched away
leaving me with the image
of what could have been...
i saw your face
and you were me.

Sunday, April 22, 2012

tangled tan



sweat,
so wet and piston hot,
dripping profusely
from the tip
of your nose 
as you work
the pole.
you dance like a tigress
in the throws
and purr
like a kitten
that knows
her moment of truth
is just around the bend.
lift it up 
and slide it down
that ass
is a work of art
so round and brown.
the heat 
we generate
is a check it
and see
gauge...
one hundred and three
and rising
as we change
and you look back
at me.
i smack the bread
and watch it jiggle,
watch it wiggle
but this ain't
jell-o
as we finagle
the next round of brazilians.
the arch of your back
calls out to me
and i answer
with saturated
redness
that inhales
salty sweetness.
i listen to satisfaction
escape
pomegranate lips
and land 
on the psyche
of my voracity.
you tumble down
and soon
i'm following after.



Saturday, April 14, 2012

surrogate sensations



voices,
loud and wild,
drove her from the shadow
of safety
and into the welcoming 
night.
anger was the catalyst
but pain 
would be the ignition
for her desires.
she drove
with furious speed
throwing wind 
into the face of caution,
racing 
to do the daring deed
that would calm her nerves
once more.
she fell
into arms
soft and sweet...
laced with the perfume
of times past,
they explored.
vertical and horizontal
lips
meet in a wet embrace
that sends chills,
warm and moist,
through pleasure peaks
firm with anticipation.
her tender tongue
teased a need
for total
tantalization.
faster and faster,
pussycat
flutters 
lady in the boat
while torrid scenes
pull sighs
from their throats.
she must forget,
she must not regret
the reason
her climax explodes
before womanly eyes
leaving salty trails
on creamy thighs.
gin and juice
dulls the senses
yet the reason she came
was to come
and that she did.
but naked laments 
fill their souls
as the reason for the
encounter
remains the same.



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